When we lose someone close, the first few days and weeks is sometimes like living, but with your eyes closed.

You are living and yet part of you does not want to!  …Blindly, you scramble for 'anything' that will remind you of what living life, ‘as you’, means.

Loss, at first, is simultaneously wanting to escape and fight the world at the same time.

It does get easier, but you may know that yet x